Sometimes, I mean a lot of the time, I kind of just sit or think to myself about life. Everything in life. What I want in life, why I want those things, and why is it that I put so much effort into doing the things I do. The initial response was well Danielle you’ve always been afraid of failing. And while this is true, it no longer stands and the strongest motivation towards my efforts. I realize, I do what I do because well, it feels good to do it. It feels good to know I tried my best. It feels good to know that I can practice self-control and look forward to things on the weekend more than breaking the law and indulging in alcoholic contents that ease my mind. It feels good to know that I have control. With that being said, the road hasn’t been easy and it still isn’t. The pros and cons of my personality seem to always play a balancing act on my happiness and success. I seems to always get the question: How’re you always so happy?! or things such as that. and well, the truth is, I either try to think positive, or I just don’t have that wide of a range of emotions. It’s time to realize that life is more than whatever it was that you wanted when you were young and more than whatever it is that you want now. Life is about the experiences and it’s time to grasp it. I kind of think one of my greatest weaknesses is the limitation of my social abilities. I would like to think that for the most part, I’m social, but an even greater part of the most part, if that’s possible, I constantly feel as if I’m not very interesting or I don’t have interesting things to say— to many people, especially ones I just meet. People seem to make friends so easily, but why can’t I? Why am I struck silent in situations where I’m in a strange environment and alone? And so I’ve realized now, that despite the fact that one should allow a friendship to flourish naturally, effort to catalyze such a growth isn’t such a bad thing. And fixing it could very much beneficial to both parties. So here I am. I’m going to try new clubs by myself. And I’m going to meet new people by myself. And I’m going to put in the effort to stay in touch with those who I’ve moved away from and I’m going to actually have a heart and care. And I’m not going to criticize the aspects of love. I’m going to but supportive and empathetic and hopefully through all of this, I’ll slowly begin to have emotions and heart. haha j/k. But not really. Yeah, yeah, this post is kinda random and probably unrelated in all senses, but we’ll see how things turn out before I can connect the dots in this game of life.
Now I know at times donation of money seems like a very indirect and not very sincere way to help a cause, but in this case it is! You’ll be donating to reduce pediatric aids around the world and for now, since donate your strength and labor is not possible, a little small donation will definitely go a long way. Please help! I’ll be dancing for 26 hours straight to fight the cause!
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CHRISTIAN DIOR SPRING 2012 HAUTE COUTURE
Couture has kicked off this season and has us drooling! If you’re a fan of black/white contrast, you’ll love Dior’s latest creation by designer Bill Gaytten. The collection almost has a ‘Mad Men’ feel to it with a lovely modern twist. Every piece is a huge glamorous and feminine almost classic statement. Peep the full collection over at Style. So good!
ALEXANDER MQUEEN FALL/WINTER 2012.13
Oh, yes! Designer Sarah Burton tapped into the Victorian age as inspiration for McQueen’s Fall menswear collection. (She’s clearly filling up the huge shoes the great McQueen himself left behind for her). This collection truly has everything; velvet tuxedo jackets, double breasted suits, plaid, tartan and some slick flower prints. Digging it? Yes.
Has changed my life. It’s a revolution. I bawled so hard. I BAWLED SO HARD and that ain’t no reference to Jay-Z
Just made last minute decisions for school and my quarter is going to suck. BUT it will make me one step closer to my dream of being a real life doctor and living the SCRUBS series. WISH ME LUCK!
Christian Dior Spring 2012 RTW. My favorites from the collection.
Yus.
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2011 was a year to remember as cliche as it sounds. 2011 was OUR YEAR. Our year, and by our you know who you are and if you don’t it wasn’t you. It was a year of not giving fucks and giving fucks. Classiness and non-classiness. But overall I think it was a year of Friends, family, and self. There were good times, and bad times, and I think overall this year despite the ungodly amount of fuck ups I had, it was a year of chances. There were chances on everything from school, to college, to family, to friends, to travel, to careers and finance, and the ideas of what life will be. Now although these chances will continually reoccur through out life and probably for the rest of the New Years to come, in a sense I reckon it all started this year. Trying out new things good and well mostly bad, and finally being able to realize that it’s here and now that the rest of my REAL life begins. Moving out, starting a new and choosing what to keep and throw away from the old life really makes you wonder about the future. Well, to top it off. Here’s another cliche of how I’ll make 2012 a year of betterment and class. Let’s Rock 2012 and Cheers to you, 2011 you treated me well.
