So I’ve deicided to start watching the office although right now i’ve ben rather confused !
ONE WEEK UNTIL BREAK.
What happens when the junior class starts rehersals one week before the show and actually just practices 2 days out of that week? What happens when you have a Main star drop out and have to have someone else fill in 3 hours before the show? what happens when you have to teach at least 5 people whole new dances because everyone else drops out? What happens when you practice the last song in 5 minutes?
SECOND PLACE. SECOND PLACE. SECOND PLACE.
That’s w’sup.
OMG THAT’S US !
So today, I bought my winterball stuff !
I’m rather excited actually, although this year is procrastination central !
I know, my conditions are not the same as the American Slaves of the past, but I feel as if I know their emotions.
Here I am, in my own house, but not with a content feeling in my mind, I feel more scared. Everytime I hear a car door close shut, I’m waiting in suspense for what’s to come. I don’t know why, but lately Mom has been rather… Angry. Very Angry, and she usually takes out her anger on us, or well the kids. Not in an abusive way, well maybe verbally. But lately, she just been yelling allll the time, and everyday, it’s a 50/50 chance of what you’ll recive. For example today, She called home in a loving tone and ended the conversation in a raging one. And, I wasn’t even the one at fault, it was my brother.It’s not healthy to be in a place like this, A place where you can’t ever feel comfortable and safe, in a way.And the worst part is, there’s no way to escape, since I do share my room with my mom, even going to sleep isn’t very… comforting. I wish I could just move outside already, so I can have a place to be me, to do what I want.
I may be overexaggerating, but really, This has been enough. I just want to be able to be free and live; no longer a prisoner of a conscience of other’s feelings.
